dont push your limits. ur geting on my nerves.. im sorry, i know you have been tolerating me and i cant even stand you for less then 3days.. i hate people chanting the same-o-fucking-shit into my head. especially when its about secret envious feeling. i mean i get irritated easily.. its a miracle i can stand it for 3days. ur freaking geting on my nerves! please back off.. its sick to secretly admire someone.. i really canot stand people doing this shit. you make me feel as if your a perverted asshole. stalking on a innocent girl. to be frank. im a very straight-foward person. and i dont know how much longer i can keep this secret. its better for you to say before i blur it out. whats wrong with you? why dont you have the courage to confess? stop being inferior. theres nothing to be scare off. please freaking go confess.. theres no-fucking-shit to be loss. dont put your dignity so high. if you get rejected.. then its just part of life, theres no fate between both of you. so be it. life isnt fair, cant get what you want sometimes. its part of experiencing life. if you dont try.. you will never know the outcome. you told me straight in my face that your serious about what you said.. so thats good enough.. as long as your true to yourself. unless its all a lie.. then you can go fuck urself. i will offer my help for the last time. and after that its the last straw. i wont bother about friendship or whatever anymore. got it? im sure you got the hint of what im gonna do. so ya. crystal clear?

i really really really dont know why you dont have courage to do it.. cause if it was i.. being a girl.. i would still tell the person i like them.. before its too late. i know i very thick-skin. i so fat and ugly and i dare to do it. SO WHY CANT YOU? i dont mind geting rejected.. as long as i live with no regrets. its not everyday you find someone you truly love. till now i havent even find someone like that. i wish i did.. then maybe i’ll have the determination to go on my big time diet plan haha. yes im lame.. im starting to make a joke out of this!
being inferior is just an excuse. stop being a coward! if you wana talk about inferior. then what about me? better off for me to jump off the building then.

9/10 guys are jerks.. actually 10/10 guys are jerks.. but only 1/10 will admit himself being a jerk.
10/10 guys are horny bastards. what can i say? they are males. but only the ones that pretends to be not open are the true perverts.

actually.. all this crap i just wrote is just to cover up time cause lineage2 server is down. you know im so freaking sad.. i came home so early to play lineage2.. and when im back.. i login game and it announce.. “server is going down in 15minutes for weekly maintence. please find a safe place to log.” and i was like FREAK OMG I TOT ITS THURSDAY THE SERVER GOES DOWN?? i came home so early.. away from my lovely pool table for this.. and i get this! ohwell.. tv now showing my favorite movie! BYEBYE. muahaha I LOVE SONG SEUNG HUN. seunghunnie! saranghaeyo v.v!

(ps: im sorry if what i said was mean. but its facts. you cant run away! face it!)