muahaha im over-joyed! im in love with my graphics card! hmm.. in SG its $129, in AU its $75.. i dont get it, why isit more expensive then in AU? AU is just a little bit richer then SG.. so the price is quite a big difference! argh!

anyway stupid willie scare the hell out of me! he said theres a percentage that u might screw it up and kill ur motherboard -.- lucky im smart enough to not mess it up k! haha. ahhhh so happy! i have absolutely no graphics lag at all.. and im running on full gfx! aint that lovely? x) so sweet.. i love you kevan papa! thanks for ur help! actually not much of a help.. you only told me what card to get -.-” but ya.. thanks! stalking is prohibited! those that view my blog, i need enknowledgement that ur here. so better tell me or tag on board! dont like no stalkers on it. =( its just plain creepy. so freak, if i dont know you and you dont know me and i freaking dont even wana know you and neither do you wana know me.. so ya freak off! *smiles*

for once in my life.. i have finally know what my ambition is.. what i crave for.. what im interested in.. get to the point! i have finally choosen a course that i will work towards it. bachelor of fine arts (graphic design/photography). i wana be a graphics designer or photographer!

the reason why i choose graphics designing is cause.. i really love/enjoy messing with photoshop. graphics designing relates to game designing.. so its part of my obsess!

as for photography.. when i was little.. i always love taking pictures of things around me.. my kittys, flowers.. etc, anything that attracts my eyes. but now.. my wish is to travel around the world.. and take lotsa photos. sweet things.. sweet memories.. keeping it in a picture. showing all my family friends love ones what i’ve seen! so interesting! ^___^

isnt that fate? ^^ destiny has bestow upon me! woohoo~~~! =x

i also wana take computer engineering! so i can build/fix my own computer! ^_^
i know i know those 2 ambition is things that i might not be able to become.. so, alternative! cant forget my childhood dream, of cause! zookeeper! so.. if i cant become a graphics designer nor a photographer i shall become a zookeeper!

so my death date will be near when that happens, when i become a zookeeper! cause one day when i cant stand the cute-ness of the polar bears! i will jump into the enclosure and hug the hell out of them.. and obviously get eaten alive.. but at least i was fulfilled being able to hug a polar bear! i get eaten alive with no regrets! die with no regrets! yapyap! understand how lovely that will be?? HUGGING A LOVABLE BABY CHUBBY CUDDLY CUTE POLAR BEAR AND GET EATEN ALIVE! WOOHOO! =x (so.. whos against me being a zookeeper? raise your hands! lol)

hahaha.. im feeling abit ambitious today x) at least i found something in life to look forward to besides the deathwish shit? im not gonna die till i go melbourne and visit my papa and mama k! they are the most special people i’ve known.. well maybe not papa but.. mama of coz! =x hahahah joking! yes im talking nonsense cause im sleepy and tired but i cant fall asleep!

quarrelled with relfy today.. nothing special! and dont wana talk about it. anyway i have a story to tell!

i hate this person.. i regret knowing this person. i regret introducing my dearies to this person.. i feel quite sad having to know such a person.. shall describe this person.. can use one simple word.. liar. the person reminds me of my oldest sister. the sight of this person reminds me of her which annoys me.

im quite happy tho.. yingrui elisa and onyi hates this person too! yingrui has finally see this person’s true colors.. so very soon i need not pretend to like this person x).

this person keeps trying to make everyone love him/her. trys so hard makes me laugh.

i know no ones perfect.. and someones imperfection can be perfection is someone elses eyes. then again this sort of hypocrite/liar, who will feel is perfected?

i really cant stand this sort of liars. i am e liar too. but i dont lie that way. those type of lies really irritates anyone. STOP YOUR FUCKING ACT. kk. thanks.

but its quite good though.. with this sort of liars around.. i get good free entertainment! making themself a clown x) i like it. woohoo!

do you actually think everyone is that stupid? to believe in your lies? i dont wana state all the lies of this person yet.. the time isnt right. but soon i will tell.

whats worse then a liar.. someone that thinks too highly of themself when they look like shit – ohh please look yourself in the mirror. get a new sense of dressing. infact. get a new personality! soon when you mature you will realize what you said was all a freak show. then again.. you will forever be so childish and naive.. (wait wrong word, ur not naive, ur more like simple-minded..) that you will never know.

i know i know. im ugly. im fat. what rights do i have to say you right? ohwell thats so sad. even me. someone thats so inferior over herself and so low self esteem. has the guts to insult you. meaning your really that low XD i can take ur criticism if you decide you want to throw the insults at me. ohwait.. you have been doing it. XD blardy fuck up fucking shit ass pretendence. wana play? i’ll play with you. but you sure you can take me on? haha.. please be reminded im really a bitch when i want to be one. i can make you regret you were ever borned XD.

sometimes i think this person could just be filled with loneliness and sadness.. but who fucking shit cares? dont have the rights to be an ass cause of your depression.

i wonder do you have friends.. trying to get close to yingrui.. trying to spoil my friendship with her? you think you can? you can try.. and if your able to do it.. then i guess yingrui isnt such a good friend after all. but i know her too well.. she wont backstab me.. i have my faith in you. dont disappoint me

just came back from zoo & night safari! to celebrate my sister’s bday. x) she’s 19 now and look like 15/16.. so cute rite! yawns.. such a tiring day, walked so much. lucky yingrui not there. or i sure faint.. she always walk so fast as if shes in a hurry to go reincarnate or something.. as i always chant.. “ni gan de qu tou tai a!”

i soooo in love with polar bears. i would almost jump into the enclosure just to hug them but get killed (duh of coz rite? =x). the night safari show was quite cute too! i love the otters! so cute! =x saw so many animals today.. i almost wen berserk! XD

ohh.. while resting at the air-con room in the zoo.. i accidently left my specs there.. lucky i touch my face and realize its missing and rush back to get it! or i say byebye to $350 =x

saw this super cute polar bear, grizzly bear and panda bear toy toy. so freaking cute! but the price also freaking cute! polar and panda was $40. grizzly was bigger, so $80. omg.. made of gold toy toys? x.x jiejie actually wanted to buy me the polar.. but the fur drop abit so in the end didnt get.. so sad…

at the end of the day.. we saw this group of japanese girls and guys.. there was this girl my sis wont stop chanting “shes so pretty!” and really.. shes very pretty! she was wearing the hat i want! pink von-dutch cap! so kawaii ne! could actually melt you. hmm and another girl.. look so elegant.. her hair was gorgeous! with a black rose added on even more beautiful, so exquisite. i enjoy looking at pretty girls.. but i wont chant it all day long. i not so crazy like my jiejie. she chanted “that girl so pretty” the rest of the day. -.-” as for the jap guys.. quite funny.. they look like drug addicts. and their height is quite weird too.. is either they are super tall or super short.. no average.. haha.

ohya.. sorry elisa darling! me really sorry.. promised you go shopping with you and didnt go.. but last minute my sis ask me go.. cant turn her down on her bday rite? dont angry k! +.+ i know you not petty.. i know i know.. just saying! =x kekeke

btw btw.. the elfy drawing was drawn by Mari jiejie! she sent me a very pretty lineage2 fanart before.. it was so pretty i decided to colour it and use it as my layout.. (sorry +.+ i didnt use ‘vanes’ as layout cause i hate humans *i mean in ineage2*)
mari jiejie is such a good artist.. so envious! one day i wana learn how to draw too hehehe..

here is my new layout! while waiting for time to fly by.. i made it! abit cartoonish-pinkish? i like it tho! even if its not too nice +.+ but dont you think its cute? kekeke! ^_^

celebrated jiejie’s birthday just now! she fell asleep -.- make the suprise all spoiled! and she almost kick me wen i try to wake her up! chiwei so smart! ask me wake her up while he go prepare the things.. gimme hard job! i almost got kicked to timbutoo lala island! haha XD
gave her the piggy toy toy (jojoju) that i got for her! and she loves it XD (at least thats what she says) then she named it.. rabbit-san! cause it had ears more like a rabbit then a pig -.-” but cute wad! haha.. me
some random person that i duno, random person that i duno & cutie cutie sweety sweety kristy mama!

*ahem* “handsome” *cough cough* kevan papa, stupid idiot di & good for nothing hoang.

mama and papa so sweet! dont you think so? me

add on to last post… elisa, yi-li-sha! was my fashion consultant for the day! woohoo! dont she rox? yes she does! love her lots! yes i do! happy now? of coz you are! woo-hoo! boo-yas! x)

when on shopping spree on saturday with elisa.. we were suppose to go study with relfy and onyi.. but we got abit turned off wen they said not going airport anymore.. so we decided to go shopping! woohoo! i love the feeling of spending money.. i mean who wouldnt?
i promised kristy i would take pictures of what i brought! so i did! so.. here goes!

black… i love this top! my sis wanted to steal it haha =x

black again…

whats with those 2 ppl in the picture o.o lesbians? HAHA =x

and more black..

finally not black! haha! XD

hi the heels i brought for someone for her next bday.. and ugly school shoes! lol.. why my heels not in the picture? =( left me out? wtf! x(
shall describe my heels.. its.. white.. and look like that heels.. and i regret.. geting white.. coz its not white anymore.. its turned black.. haha shouldve juz got black!


haha dont kill me please!! … but unlike SOME people.. i dont post ugly pictures of them in my blog.. i even spent time to edit them! wtfomgargh. =x

yawns.. the last year to slack at home have really come to a end.. everything always have a ending.. happy or sad.. there must always be an ending.. my school starts on march… time to go into hardcore study time. i wana thank the people that i’ve met and spent with during this special year 2005.. (its special to me coz.. its the last year of my school-less life. =x continues post..)

relfy aka yingrui – we quarrel so much.. it sometimes drive me crazy.. everytime we quarrel i duno why (actually i know why.. coz you say cruel words.. you never use ur brains before you say it! o.o).. i will break down and cry.. to admit it.. im really a crybaby.. i can cry all day long wen i think about past.. but we shall not talk about that! after all our ups and downs.. we are still bestest friends.. no matter how you treat me/what you treat me as.. u will still forever be my besty! no one can break our friendship chain.. they can try. but will never succeed. not even elisa ok! but why would she do tat?? haha. love you lots. x)

elisa – elisa toh xiang yu! we hardly ever quarrel! but wen we do.. i dont cry after it! i get fucking pissed off! (i know why too o.o coz you use words like “fuck you” blah blah blah o.o sometimes you dont make sense wen we quarrel o.o which makes me angry lalala.. mei xiong mei nao.. jkjk =x)lol. hmm.. we had been friends since forever! you and ying is the 2 ppl i cant live without.. so! dont ever leave me no matter wad happens k? x) muahs* love you lots lots!

onyi – most pretty girl i’ve known!! CHIOBU!! still i duno you that well.. but i love you lots lots too! x)

beverly – the cutest girl i’ve known.. 1year older then me.. but feels as if shes younger.. dont be blurred by the coverage tho! wen she gets serious she really sounds older! =x love you lots too! lets go airport together eat ice cream and look at airplanes!! XDDD

matilda – didnt meet you much! really miss you. hope after you’ll O’s we can meet up again! im fulfilled tho! at least you came on my bday. x)

janice – tho we aint friends anymore. but memories can never be removed. we did have fun times together afterall. this i will treasure to my grave. but i can never forget the unhappy moments either. so i’ll surely bring that to my grave too. i hold grudges forever. and dont be mistaken. im not gonna take back what i’ve said before. i have no intentions of that at all. whats said and done can never be erase. take care. x)

kenneth and johnathan – hi jokers! haha! =x kenneth the gentleman and johnathan the weirdo! JOHNAAATTTHHHAAANNN! =x

meilong.. oops i mean weilong – onyi’s lousy boyfriend. i will never forget you suan me! monkey ears! you remember this! coz i will take revenge one day! and be nice to onyi.. or ur dead meat! i can imagine how im gonna torture you if you hurt my onyi. haha! i sound so cruel! but dont underestimate vanessa’s power! =x

jerome – the only picture i can find that only have your face -.-” how pathetic.. better not complain tho.. blame urself for never taking any pictures. stop pretending as if you hate taking pictures!! coz i know you too well! YOUR SELF OBSESSED. x)

kristy mama and kevan papa – haha this is funny o.o coz i dont have your picture.. and i dont exactly know you all.. so i shall use the screenshot in game! you 2 are the most special ppl i’ve known.. i cant leave out game friends too rite?? coz i think i spent more time in game then rl before.. i love you 2 so much.. and really hope one day i’ll be able to go australia to meet you 2.. one day that will happen k! just dont ever hate me.. and always keep in contact! as in msn =x coz i have a strange feeling i might quit lin2.. i have so much to tell you 2.. until theres nothing to say haha =x might find me weird? i take people in game so seriously o.o actually i dont.. i only treat this 2 ppl very seriously.. sometimes i think kristy knows me more well then relfy o.o imagine.. one day 3 of us meet up irl.. what will we say? i find it quite funny actually! x) find it weird too.. maybe its fate! coz i used to hate kevan to the core.. but realize.. the person i hate is liem not kev.. so all along the person i hated was liem! so liem sux. i hate liem! liem.. lame.. haha LAMER. booyas… x)ahhh! cant wait till tat day happens! (/me stares at the someone tat said he’ll save money to go australia with me o___O rem what u promise kor.. dont worry just need to accompany me there.. then you disappear not my problem! haha =x)

((( there are alot more people i’ve met! just that.. i dont have your picture and dont have anything to say.. so ya! dont think ur forgotten tho!

some memories…

forever bestest best friends. i love you. x)

scary?? its actually 4 of us.. too dark! haha

we look like we are going to drown but still refuse to let go! lol so funny!

my sweet 16 cake from my lovely friends. x)

HAPPY BDAY VAMPY! muahaha =x

part of the fun during a game (truth and dare) on my bday! =x

also part of the game.. so sexy rite? =p

haha cute rite? the chiobu onyi! x)

star star!

me and onyi’s friendship band!

wad can i say.. hahahahahahaha! =x

sexy….

during the chalet.. now i understand why jerome and kenneth have such good terms.. coz.. they are MARRIED. haha =x

2005 is over.. 2006 is here.. hope this year brings us even happier memories! stay in contact all!

date: 06-01-04 11:46:11
ip: 218.186.84.14
name: donttrytobabitch
message: if u are jealous abt that person de boots y not u go and plastic it man..what the fk u talking..i think u are just childish la..

Dear weird viewer “donttrytobabitch”,

firstly.. go correct your english before you come shoot at me. secondly.. read before you comment. thirdly.. use your brains before you act.
if you were intending to screw me up side down. you did a HORRIBLE job. cause you screwed yourself rather then me. haha. it really amuses me what stupid people does.

“if u are jealous abt that person de boots” im sorry im not jealous of anyones BOOTS. ohya you were trying to say boobs. great english you have there!

“what the fk u talking” same question from me to you. what the fuck are you talking? this is really my blog. i have my rights to say whatever i want. and if your not happy with it. you need not view it. *smiles*

“i think u are just childish la..” so what if im childish. do you have the rights to tell me what i am? do i even know you? if you wana judge me. please do not be a coward. come on and use your name. who are you really. why are you so scared? lol. lemme tell you this. i dont need to think to tell you this. i say it directly. — i feel sad for you. ohh and the differences about you and me. i dont hide my identity. *smiles*

“donttrytobabitch” i think your trying to say, dont try to be a bitch. sorry i had never try to be a bitch. cause i dont need to try. i can be. if you want. i can show you how bitchy i can get to. you dont know me. neither do i wana know you. rawrs. i wonder whos trying to be the bitch now. *smiles*

give you a hint. if your trying to shoot at someone. dont ask question. directly say it. but stupid people cant do that. i understand. their brain doesnt contain enough knowledge to talk intelligently.

aww i think im gonna break down and cry! someone called me a bitch wanabe! omg omg what am i to do! im jealous of someones BOOTS. kill me. kill me. im so childish! omg omg! freaker! duh. lol. sad case. retardedness. x)

thanks for your taggy comment. feel free to continue posting your unwanted supposingly to be sarcasm reply! though not wanted. but brings great laughter. however, dont you feel special that i wrote a post just for you! –

i know im filled with hypocrisy.. thats why im writing this. and if the person doesnt get to read it. its not my freaking problem whether anot im a hypocrite. but at least im writing it to let the person know. haha.

actually i have no intentions of being a hypocrite.. my mind just decide to hate you. ur a real disappointment.. im gonna make what i write freaking obvious..

always making ppl to pay stuff for you.. well sure none of us mind paying.. but you always say last minute.. like when you come out with not a single cent.. and you still have the guts to go party world or something.. then during the thing you will say eh sorry i no money to pay.. like wtf? we can actually just leave you there ur own problem.. but we still help you out. and you freaking write what in ur blog? we? backstabbing you? hypocrite towards you? woohoo! ya watever.

ur always saying you dont call those guys.. but why would someone that “likes” you.. lie about talking to you? if they didnt talk to you. and if you didnt use sweet words. would they get mesmerized? ohya.. i forgot.. its those boobs rite?

you deny having conversation with that guy.. but he said that he gain a liking for you by talking to you. and find you special.. i guess he didnt understand enough yet.. once again its the boobs ya.

we talk on phone without you in the convo. not coz we are being “hypocrite” as you said. its coz somethings we need to discuss first before telling out.. if we were not gonna tell you tat we had a conference. would you know about it? woah.. tats being a hypocrite.. tell the truth straight into someone face! i totally understand what it means..

your always using “hard” words.. as in.. words sometimes you yourself dont even understand.. and you expect us to understand.. like how you use the word blunt.. in everyone and urs dictionary is a diff meaning. and tat leads to a big misunderstanding.

you always wana be related to the topic. good or bad. like wen we quarrel.. you try to be the peace maker.. ohh please how long have we known? please dont gimme crap and say since primary1. do you actually think you can be part of our topic? you try so hard. it makes me wana laugh… we werent even close or anything. besides. thats wen we were freaking kids that cant even rem tat we used to suck our fingers. blah. your-a-center-attraction-wanabe.

i dont like how you just all of a sudden think everything is cleared. act normally like nothing happened. and we are all friends again. dont you feel weird? well i do.. i realise now tat weird feeling is coz i dont like you.. make it clear. i hate you.. over dramatic.. not in a funny way, but in a fucking annoying way. yap. u make me sick.
worse of all.. you forget what you promised.. and continue doing those shit. your starting to get on my nerves. bitch.

we…. cancel that.. i dont wan to help others talk. i dont even hate you.. ohwait.. i mean before this. ur the one psychoing me to hate you. u put that in my mind set. so i guess if you ask again do you hate me.. i can now give a clear answer. yes i hate you. ppl dont hate you.. but you make ppl hate you. and as you know.. im someone that is very hush wen it reaches a limit.. and theres no such thing as turning back. i mean like.. you wun even bother if i turn back anot. so ya. im just pointing out the things i wana say. before we announce death.

the saying “xiong da mei nao” i totally agree.. or either that ur acting innocent. u gimme the feeling like ni mei nan ren bu xing… whats up with tat.. are you seriously that desperate.. i really hope is just my thinking and that its not true. i feel kinda sad for you sometimes.. coz guys like you not for you and for ur breast. but with ur attitude i wonder how ppl can like you.. ohwait.. ur acting most of the time.. you can deny all you want.. it doesnt fucking relate to me anyway.

your a person that goes for looks.. tell you something. theres no such thing as “looks” in this group of friends. cause if there was. you wont be part of it. if you wana be bias against looks then.. you should kill urself like what you said you wana do. haha. so funny wen i recall what you said. u made urself a laughing stalk. if you would kill urself at the moment.. i wouldve died long ago. you know why i know ur a person tat wun suicide? coz.. in sentosa. u got pissed off at me coz i was kinda making you drown. and after tat ur reaction to me was cold. ur a person tat love and treasure ur dramatic hypocrisy life. so i can bet with my life. you wun suicide.

seriously.. wen you use those 2 words on us.. do you really know the meaning of those words? you couldnt even explain how we are being hypocrite and backstabbing.. hypocrite.. if im such a hypocrite, would i be writing this? backstabbing.. who the fuck can we backstab you to? that day.. wen i ask you this question.. you couldnt reply. you know why? coz ur stupid. u use the word without understanding the meaning.

over and over again.. the only person that had been protecting you.. you totally just throw her into a well.. you didnt care about her feelings nor did you want to care.. you pretend to say you wun call tat guy anymore.. you wun talk to him anymore.. but guess what have you been doing? say one thing, swear it and yet do another.. *claps claps* ur such a amusement to me. now tell me. whos being the hypocrite?

lastly.. dont need to go into the thinking that im jealous of ur giant boobs. coz im very happy with mine. go ahead and say im fat. but at least i know i dont have tat nerdy look. booyas. rem. losing weight is easy. changing ur looks. go ahead. aww. wait you cant.. you dont have tat wealth to do it. and even if you can. you will be plastic for life. ohwait that fits you. plastic! woohoo!

aww. i wonder what ur gonna do next? cry me a river and drown me in it? gosh! im so scare! duh. enough with ur dramatic crap. its over k. we had a thick chain among all of us.. but you broke it somehow. ever since you appeared. we have no more bond and trust anymore. our misunderstanding is always cause by you. you make things worse. its all your fault. if you didnt cause it. then ur a freaking jinx. please make urself useful and disappear.. before further trouble occurs.

to my conclusion. ur a girl with no brain just big breast. dramatic. hypocrite. backstabbing bitch. liar. stupid. act smart. center-attraction-wanabe. attention-seeker. crybaby. jinx. best of all.. the clown for my laughter.. coz of ur retarded cry me a river trick. haha. guess what. ur tears it wont be a threat to me anymore. coz i’ve seen too much of it. its geting boring. go think of something new.

not only you can blog shit. i can too. and if your gonna rewrite crap on ur blog again. do it. but be prepared. and keep it in mind. im gonna pick on every word you type or watever. so watch it. i reminded you. woohoo. im so nice. x)

awww.. i bet ur about to blow up in tears or anger. or maybe insulting me now. and all i gotta say to you is this sentence. go ahead and insult. at least i have friends to back me up. do you? hahaha!

(i really didnt wana post this crap.. but you forced me into it. i was in a fickle whether to forget this hatred. but you made me realise i hate you more and more everyday. call me a bitch if you want. i agree i am one. your gonna lose all your friends one day. coz of how you act. and i will be the one. that have the last laugh. so. i dont care. like as i said. at least i have true friends. what about you? do you? fuck off with ur dramatic acts. *smiles* and feel free to bring on the hypocrisy and sarcasm. im always prepared and waiting for a challenge. but are you sure your good enough to win me in this sort of lecture? haha.)