my family was quarrelling.. im quite used to quarrels actually o.Q though this is quite a big matter.. but ohwell. my job as a kid is to ignore and pretend to be ignorant. isnt my problem ye! just upset that i was awaken by the noise from my comfortable sleep! =X lalala. hey? its life ya! close one eye. pretend not to know and days goes by peacefully!

but.. still.. is he?

guilty consience that he stolen the money. thats why his making a fuss? or getting agitated cause he feel that his being accused?

if you didnt do it.. why start screaming and shouting? it was a simple question but he made it into such a overly-dramatic scenario. changing topic and blaming people for things that doesnt even relate.
and if you were so responsible.. why take ur mother’s money and spent it all on prostitues rather then ur own mother’s medical stuff? why are there banks calling the house asking for you saying you owe them money?
dumping ur mother to my mother to look after.. my mummy is a honorable lady thats paying and looking after someone that doesnt even have any relation with her.. and u have the guts to shout and her..?
yawns.. childish old man..

all conclusions added together.. obviously looks like ur the culprit. religous saying.. only heaven knows.. hope you wont end up behind bars.

actually i really hope he goes to jail! i need to be abit cruel to avenge myself! he did beat me up wen i was a little girl! 72 strokes! forever remember.. i thought i could forgive and forget.. but im not that modest after all.. i will repay what you did to me one day..

remember a little few days back.. i insisted you all to read a “poem” i wrote coz i was bored and you all refused to read it.. well i just remembered about it! i dont care i want you all to read it.. YOU MUST READ IT.. if you dont.. vampy will cry…. +_+ and she will haunt you and make you feel freaking hell guilty for the rest of your miserable life!!!! beware i dont bite. I KILL! XD. damn im evil!
looking back at the past
i wonder what had gone wrong
the times we had was great
and i would never forget that fun
could this just be a roll back?
or just a self remorse?
we were friends, so therefore,
i was there for you and you were there for me
but why did it all changed?
why did we go our own ways?

in this world of lies
true friends are hard to come by
i couldn’t trust myself, so how could i trust you?
you turned your back on me, just when i needed you
you didn’t keep your promise, so i wont do it too.
i was selfish, this i have to confess
but wasn’t everyone? so, includes you
anyway i guess, its time for payback yes?
i’ll double it back in return
so, this is what i’ll do..

i didnt want to fall, without pulling you down as well
i wouldn’t be able to accept, the pain, all alone by myself
therefore,
you were the item that was sacrificed,
to join the torment with me in hell.

do you feel the pain?
burning through your vains?
penetrates within you?
and your helpless from its claw.
though your suffering physically
im not at peace myself
seeing you in anguished
kills me mentally.

you are never alone
cause i’ll always be with you
not by your side,
just literally inside of you.

doesnt it feel so nice to read o.o… evil yet sad..! HAHAHA.. i know im a sadist. so?? =X

this is what you get for having itchy hands! its not my fault i couldnt go out.. i mean how i wear shoe? how i walk o.Q??…. sorry elisa~~~ all of us didnt meet up tat day… +.+! lets go watch superman returns together though ok?? ^O^/ ohya.. forgot.. to show the part2 of my disgusting chuck of pluck’d of meat being pulled out injury O.O …. blood.. theres blood… ahhh! hahahaha … to be continued.. =x

helpppp! im gonna lose my foot! haha =X

gomenasai! i will try my best to update blog! sumimasen! >.._
hahaha disgusting? =X

lastly.. i really think singapore’s uniform force ppl (police fireman etc) are very free! my sis $$ got stolen somehow so she was very upset! (yea reported police) the theif is a pervert surely! but i lazy to explain! anyway haha. the funny part was.. the next day after realising she was rob.. she wen into serious depression. locked herself in her room refusing to eat or even opening the door.. so chiwei’s smart idea go call police.. and the “smart” police duno why appear with 2 police cars, 1 fire thingy truck and ambulence thingy! lol i mean like over do it rite? the funny part was.. i was playing rfo.. and i wen like.. WHY SO NOISY! so i open the door and shouted OII! QUIET CAN? 6 ppl in uniform stared at me and like wth lol, so i slowly closed the door.. juz coz 1 little girl dont want open door need 6 ppl to break the door? somemore in uniform.. weather so hot you know? i wanted to open door again and ask.. you all wear so thick? not scare get heat stroke? lol!

so thats all! see i updated XD me good girl~ mooo!