Your Linguistic Profile:

45% General American English

35% Yankee

10% Dixie

5% Upper Midwestern

0% Midwestern

You Are a Strawberry Blonde

Men see you as flirtatious, but they also see you as a challenge Because you’re totally fearless and carefree You’ve got the lightheartedness of a blonde, with the attitude of a redhead

You Are Confident Sexy

You’re one sexy chica, and you know it. You’ve got the confidence to strut your stuff… And approach any man who happens to catch your eye. You may make a guys run away, but the true men will appreciate your moxie.

Your Inner Eye Color Is Blue

You’ve got the personality of a blue eyed women You’re intense and expressive – and always on the go You’ve also got a sweet, playful side – which draws men in

You are a Blanced Babe!

You’re direct and to the point, but never dramatic You’ve got the confidence to speak your mind to anyone But you leave the theatrics to Hollywood Level headed and emotionally stable, no wonder everyone loves you

You Are a Little Scary

You’ve got a nice edge to you. Use it.

You Are 46% Grown Up, 54% Kid

You’ve grown up a good bit, but you still have a way to go before you’re emotionally mature. You have the skills to control your emotions, you just have to use them.

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Pear Diamond!

You’re personal style is a mix of classic and contemporary, reseved and outgoing. A pear diamond matches your charming personality – and is perfect to show off. You’ve also got an elegant side, which is complemented a tear dropped shaped pear. It’s the perfect mix of Liz Taylor and Jessica Simposon – both wearers of this ring!

You are Dark Chocolate

You live your life with intensity, always going full force. You push yourself (and others) to the limit… you want more than you can handle. An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world!

You are a Rocker Girl!

If you don’t have musical talent, you’ve got a talent for picking out great CD’s. Music rules your life – and you’ve got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know. Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you’re the catch of a lifetime. Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you’ll find love with a fellow rocker!

You Are a Classic Gucci Bag

You’ve got style mastered – because you stick with what works Like this Gucci Bag, you prefer classic items that stand the test of time You’re also a bit of a practical girl, who prefers function over fluff You prefer a big bag, so that you can have your stuff with you at all times

You Are Ani Difranco!

Honest, real, and well liked. You’re not limited by any boundaries. “And you can call me crazy But I think you’re as lazy as white paint on the wall”

Your Style is Sassy

Your date outfits are flirty and fun – and make guys smile Occasionally you’ll take a fashion risk, and it will pay off You’re up for flashing an inch or two of skin But your general rule is to leave most of your bod to the imagination

Not a Jealous Bone in Your Body

You’re secure, trusting, and giving with friends and lovers And while you may have been hurt before, you’ve bounced back You’re generally happy with your life – and no one’s grass is greener than yours One word of caution: some may see your lack of jealousy as indifference!

You Are a Light Pink Rose

You represent sweetness and grace. Your vibe: Kind and gentle Falling in love with you: is like falling in love with a best friend

You Are 32% Fake

The real you is something you embrace and don’t mind enhancing. You know that a few beauty secrets aren’t a big deal, as long as you look good.

You Are 54% Bitchy

Generally, you’re an average woman, with average moods. But sometimes… well, watch out! Sometimes, you let your mean side get the better of you. And you enjoy every minute of it.

been doing lotsa excercise! skipping rope.. 600-1000 aday! haha.. i skipped so much till now i have difficulties walking up and down the stairs! my leg hurt so much. actually.. its more like numb. =x good though.. cause it hurt so much im lazy to walk down to find food. haha xDD. see my determination to lose weight? =x ohh ohh i got study too okay! bubu gave me the homework me done already.. haha xD show you on thursday kk! see? im also making a effort to change myself OKAY!

OR I SWEAR I WOULD’VE KILLED MYSELF.
my mama is driving me crazy.
she talks weird.
she blames everyone, but end up blaming herself. which makes me feel from low to even lower. then she say she doesnt mean that.
she say not to talk about the past but she always end up talking about the past. then she insisted she never did. or say i forgot!
i know shes very stress out over the family stuff and all.. but seriously.. we were kids.. what will we know? she actually thinks we will auto get stuff into our head? everyone has to learn first right -_-.. shes the one that neglected us.. now she wants to do something about that.. but in such harsh way…. AHH
seriously.. i might suffer from a emotinal break down again.. then instead of plucking my meat out and abusing myself.. i might jump off a building.
every week we will have some stupid talk.. but end up exact same things happen.. and we get to talk again.. and it repeats over and over again.. theres really no point in even talking.. i just wanted to become like a family again.. but i guess whats gone cant come back.
i promised to go back to school and study hard. not for someone elses sake.. for my own good. coz i know at the end i will need to look after myself. in this world.. you can never depend on someone else besides urself. so i decided to talk to her about it, whether shes willing to let me try again. she agrees. BUT.. WHY DOES SHE NEED TO PUT SUCH IT IN SUCH A WAY.. if i do not do what i say.. shes throwing me out of the house.. wth?
she talks about leaving us all after im 21.. and alot of rubbish.. which for me is too much.. i seriously cant handle so much crap all of a sudden just coz i want a proper family.
i really feel like drinking again. at least before wen im miserable i just need to make myself dead drunk and i forget everything. but just coz i made a promise to yingrui.. i cant touch alchohol. i have stress too k? dont think becoz im always camping myself within 4walls, my life is very peaceful. infact.. i suffer more stress then an average teenager.
my family is suffering from some kind of crisis. my mom is in debts. IM FUCKING SERIOUS k. im not saying tat for fun. IM FUCKING SERIOUS!
I BLARDY HELL NEED A STRESS RELIEF PILL OR SOMETHING!!

i really wanna change my life. i wanna become independent. but i know it isnt all that easy. i’ve probably said all this shit many times. but i have end up becoming a let down. will this time be the same outcome? i hope not. inferiority please do not kick in again. i dont wanna be the past me.. being known as the girl thats suffering from depression.
DONT DEPEND ON ANYONE IN THIS WORLD! REMEMBER THAT VANESSA ONG JING YI.

yes! the sky is falling! pigs can fly! blah blah whatsoever. cause why?.. once again! i actually bought books O.o must study! must improve/fix my grammar and vocabulary! i still have a little percentage of hope to become a zoologist rather then a zookeeper o.O;; dont give up! dont let others’ demoralise me from reaching my aim.. ahuh ahuh! i know.. my hope very highly unlikely to happen.. but what will life be without dreams yea? step by step i’ll fulfill my dreams! so.. enough shit talk about that.. action speaks larger than words.

 

tadaaa! bought 2 tops.. which i end up matching them as a set! actually.. the green one wasnt the one i took.. cause i was rushing i accidently took the wrong one.. the one i choosed was way nicer! but ohwell.. this is alright too i guess..
hmm.. i think i’m becoming a shopaholic! i always get obsessed when i see clothes.. tempted to buy and buy and buy!!! someone please stop me! im spending too much $$!

 

 

 

 

 

 

Your Birthdate: November 9

You are a born idealist, with more pet causes than you can count. You prefer be around others, both when working and while relaxing. Generous and giving, you believe you can change the world one person at a time. You’re open minded and tolerant. People feel like they can tell you anything.  Your strength: Your go-with-the-flow flexibility Your weakness: Your flair for the over dramatic Your power color: Pine green Your power symbol: Circle Your power month: September

Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating

Maybe you’re looking for love… But mostly you’re looking for fun. You could get serious with the right person. For now, though, you’re enjoying playing the field.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.  In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you’re told that you’re loved. You’d like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything… no secrets. Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you’re tempted, you’d try hard not to do it. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You’re feeling self centered.

Your Observation Skills Get A C-

You tend to notice the big things in life… But the details aren’t exactly your forte

You are 67% Scorpio

Your Blog Should Be Yellow

You’re a cheerful, upbeat blogger who tends to make everyone laugh. You are a great storyteller, and the first to post the latest funny link. You’re also friendly and welcoming to everyone who comments on your blog.

Popular Kid

In high school, everyone knew your name – even if you didn’t know theirs.  In fact, your still skating by on your looks and charm. Nothing wrong with that!

You Are a Chimera

You are very outgoing and well connected to many people. Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others. You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others. You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions.

Your True Love Is a Cancer

Why you’ll love a Cancer:  Cancer’s loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt. Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you – and not give up! Why a Cancer will love you: You’re laid back enough to deal with Cancer’s little mood swings and freak-outs. A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.

You Are 32% Shy

You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal. You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace.

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you’re tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

You Should Be A Cancer

What’s good about you: you’re incredibly kind, caring, and generous  What’s bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection In friendship, you’re: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you’re rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

Your Personality Profile

You are pure, moral, and adaptable. You tend to blend into your surroundings. Shy on the outside, you’re outspoken to your friends.  You believe that you live a virtuous life… And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye. As a result, people tend to crave your approval.

Your Candy Heart Says “Hug Me”

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!  Your ideal Valentine’s Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you’ve planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you’re hot: you’re fearless about falling in love

Your Ideal Hairstyle:

Curly Bob

omg.. just now i watched mondo magic on azn.. and one of the magician did a screen trick.. asking us to choose a card after he flip thru.. on my mind i was thinking ‘j diamond’… and next he said.. was this the card? and it was j diamond!! scare me -_- chiwei said its a trick.. kekeke.. good trick tho yapyap o_Q

btw.. i heard everyones exams are starting soon? good luck with it kk!! ganbaruuu!! ^O^/ friday evening airport remember yapyap!! o.O;;
and and.. sorry! yingrui for sms-ing you in the middle of the night.. i swear i thought it was 9pm still =x didnt mean to wake you up.. gomenasai o__Q

made own blog instead.. since the others have personal ones too =x
layout cute rite? XD. lalala…