i find it interesting day by day that a guy actually dare to hit me..
first time in my 17 years of life get hit by a guy..
everyday i think of this.. makes me feel like laughing LOL
yes im weird.. but im so fierce.. how can a guy dare to hit me?
i admire his guts o.o
and i guess for the first time in 17years im actually interested in a guy.
cause he dare to use book and hit me o.o
oh my o.o this is scary..
AM I A PERVERT LOL.

I’m Impressed.

its not my fault you really think im lesbian.
its just fun saying im bisexual. LOL
i do admit i love looking at girls.
its called LESBIAN+TENDENCIES.
doesnt mean im really lesbian. HAHAHA
DID I SCARE YOU? LOL

Will you want to be with me?
Will you let me be with you?
Can I have you by my side?
Can I have you for my self?
Can I sit here and watch you smile?
Can I sit here and watch you cry?
Can I share your joys and laughter?
Can you express how you feel?
Can you stop putting me in a puzzle?
Can you stop comparing me with others?
Will you smile, when I look at you?
Will you turn back when I do?
Will you remember this always?
Cause I’ll always do.
Cause I’m thinking of you.

met up with JoJo yesterday..
so long didnt meet her! missed her so much! =x
we had a fun time together! (i hope)
took lotsa pictures (^^v) (jojO! my camera got 80+ pictures.. what bout urs? (“x))
i was dying to take pictures for so long ok =x
everyday zi lian not fun at all.. LOL ahem cough* hint at someone.. =x

later going meet yingrui and elisa (^^x)
im happy the finally got “TIME” for “ME” .. or more like
we got time for “US”.

later going cut hair too..
gonna cut short short haha!
but my tail will forever be there! YAP! (“x)

hmm.. monday going to bring laptop to school..
hope got internet
then dont need hear all those stupid class lectures
HAHA.
practical is FUN tho! (”x)
cant wait for the next practical! (,^^)

I can’t breathe.
I feel miserable.
Oh my.. this is the first time in ages that im sick..
KILL ME PLEASE.
Can’t sleep =(
And I have morning till night class later..
HOW TO SURVIVE?
CAN I DONT GO? =(

On the train..
I saw 2 little kids..
A boy and girl..
probably about 9 years old.
Holding hands.
When the girl reach her stop..
The boy kissed her on the cheek.
And I suddenly had an envious feeling.
So adorable!!
Childhood romance is so cute.. too bad I “never” had (“x)

So.. second day of school..
I guess, its getting a little fun..
BUT I need to shorten my skirt!
SO UGLY. ITS SO LONG -_-
ITS SCARY! that I have the feeling of going again tomorrow!
HAHA. and yesterday I was about to quit too =x

I’m gonna forget
I’m gonna move on
I’m gonna let you go
Let time tell
That my words are true
Im waving good-bye
And I won’t turn back

I AGREE WITH WEILONG NOW.
SHATEC SUCKS.

Shatec IS a TORTURE SCHOOL.
8am – 8pm. WTF.
Even need to appear on SATURDAYS.
Ohwait..
ONLY CLASS B HAS TO APEAR ON SAT.. NOT CLASS A. BIAS!
Just take a KNIFE and stab me.
I need 2 miserable HOURS to get there.
and 2 miserable HOURS to get back.
Does that means I
don’t need to eat
don’t need to sleep?
OHWELLS.
I’ll get by it. I HOPE.
Since my mum is bribing me
What more can i ask for?
GIMME GIMME. (“x)

Time suddenly seems to go by so slowly..
Every minute feels like eternity..
It’s like my life have suddenly when into slow motion

I wanna scream,
I wanna cry..
but i’ve suddenly gone numb.
I wanna run,
I wanna fly..
but the gravity pulls me down.
I wanna find the exit,
I wanna escape..
from this reality.
I wanna hear,
I wanna feel..

nothing at all.

Orientation tomorrow..
Strangely.. I feel nothing.
Maybe the fear havent appear yet..
I’m not scare of the orientation..
I’m scare i run away again..
What are the chances I try escape? 50/50 (If it was before.. 100% LOL)
I always feel cage up in a school.. not my fault (‘ ‘x)
I don’t want to let them down again.. but i really might

PS, Gwen Stefani’s The Sweet Escape ROCKS!

haha.. changing topic! but its really nice xD
my favorite! 4 In the morning.
REMEMBER TO SUPPORT HER! (I will, when I for some reason appear in a CD shop O_O)

btw.. should i put my usual eyeliner and mascara for the orientation? LOL.
Imagine! a PUNK style girl. in SHATEC. HAHA. =x