i find it interesting day by day that a guy actually dare to hit me..
first time in my 17 years of life get hit by a guy..
everyday i think of this.. makes me feel like laughing LOL
yes im weird.. but im so fierce.. how can a guy dare to hit me?
i admire his guts o.o
and [...]

its not my fault you really think im lesbian.
its just fun saying im bisexual. LOL
i do admit i love looking at girls.
its called LESBIAN+TENDENCIES.
doesnt mean im really lesbian. HAHAHA
DID I SCARE YOU? LOL

Will you want to be with me?
Will you let me be with you?
Can I have you by my side?
Can I have you for my self?
Can I sit here and watch you smile?
Can I sit here and watch you cry?
Can I share your joys and laughter?
Can you express how you feel?
Can you stop putting me in [...]

met up with JoJo yesterday..
so long didnt meet her! missed her so much! =x
we had a fun time together! (i hope)
took lotsa pictures (^^v) (jojO! my camera got 80+ pictures.. what bout urs? (”x))
i was dying to take pictures for so long ok =x
everyday zi lian not fun at all.. LOL ahem cough* hint at [...]

I can’t breathe.
I feel miserable.
Oh my.. this is the first time in ages that im sick..
KILL ME PLEASE.
Can’t sleep =(
And I have morning till night class later..
HOW TO SURVIVE?
CAN I DONT GO? =(

On the train..
I saw 2 little kids..
A boy and girl..
probably about 9 years old.
Holding hands.
When the girl reach her stop..
The boy kissed her on the cheek.
And I suddenly had an envious feeling.
So adorable!!
Childhood romance is so cute.. too bad I “never” had (”x)
So.. second day of school..
I guess, its getting a little fun..
BUT I need to shorten [...]

I AGREE WITH WEILONG NOW.
SHATEC SUCKS.

Shatec IS a TORTURE SCHOOL.
8am - 8pm. WTF.
Even need to appear on SATURDAYS.
Ohwait..
ONLY CLASS B HAS TO APEAR ON SAT.. NOT CLASS A. BIAS!
Just take a KNIFE and stab me.
I need 2 miserable HOURS to get there.
and 2 miserable HOURS to get back.
Does that means I
don’t need to eat
don’t need to sleep?
OHWELLS.
I’ll get by it. I [...]

Time suddenly seems to go by so slowly..
Every minute feels like eternity..
It’s like my life have suddenly when into slow motion
I wanna scream,
I wanna cry..
but i’ve suddenly gone numb.
I wanna run,
I wanna fly..
but the gravity pulls me down.
I wanna find the exit,
I wanna escape..
from this reality.
I wanna hear,
I wanna feel..
nothing at all.

Orientation tomorrow..
Strangely.. I feel nothing.
Maybe the fear havent appear yet..
I’m not scare of the orientation..
I’m scare i run away again..
What are the chances I try escape? 50/50 (If it was before.. 100% LOL)
I always feel cage up in a school.. not my fault (’ ‘x)
I don’t want to let them down again.. but i really [...]