IM GOING BACK TO LINEAGE2.
playing smittle!
SMITTLEEEEEE…
adorable cutie dwarf!
YAY! (:
s2, smittle!

sub warlock soon!
cutie kitty summoner (:
3 cheers for smittle!

picture a couple taking a photo.
when looking at it.. it feels upsetting cause the 2 really just doesnt match.
my inferiority complex is coming back +.+

i love taking pictures.. but just not with you.

i need to lose weight!! before the upset me comes back..
that will be bad you know?
no more straight forwardness o_o
no more funny little girl o_O
no more comedic vanessa O_o
NO MOREEEEE…. AHHHHH
only left with the.. SHY
and the.. ANTI-SOCIAL
and also.. XIA-LAN
VANESSA.

ohwells.. i will try to go on diet!
please stop tempting me!
its hard.. when i have such deadly cravings..
ITS HARD.

i really want to take a picture..
and feel happy looking at it..
NOT sad and sad and more sad.
ur making me sad +.+

xoxoxo good night.

im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored!!!!!!

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hi im in school

and i have nothing to do =)

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lol.

bye.

school is starting soon..
sad
fun is over.. and i didnt even have much fun.
my darlings are all MIA.
no one answers my calls anymore.
i miss my jojo..
i miss those times..
please bring it back?
it hurts me to see all of us drift apart..
i wanna see us all together 10years down the road. nono i meant forever!

im scare to go to sleep nowadays.. 
cause im afraid when i wake up
you girls will be out of my life
i dunno what i’ll do without you all +.+
im missing you babes!

my next holiday will come soon.. (IT WILL!)
but thats the time i’ll be going australia with my sis and yingrui.

HOPEFULLY.
we are still together.
me and you. yingy (:

WHEN i RUN AWAY FROM U
>>> run with me.

WHEN i POUT MY LIPS
>>> pinch my cheeks.

WHEN i KICK
>>> hold my hand.

WHEN i CALL U CRAZY
>>> hold me tight and kiss me.

WHEN i AM SILENT
>>> im serious.

WHEN i IGNORE YOU
>>> i want you to please me.

WHEN i PULL AWAY
>>> hold my hands n tell me i want you
to be by my side always.

WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST
>>> tell me the truth.

WHEN i SCREAM AT YOU
>>> just swallow the scream then kiss
me back.

iF i DONT CALL YOU
>>> u call me.

WHILE i HOLD YOUR HANDS
>>> u hold mine back.