the cold and lonely world
the torments of living growth
the depressing truth
the supportive people
the ungrateful me
the sudden shock expression
the “i cant accept reality” phrase
the “i wish i never exist” fate
the “you cant run away” reality
the moment of acceptance
the second of denial
the way i feel
the way you kept quiet
the look i understood
the inferiority returning
the crave started
the unfortunate results
the words sounded sweet
the conclusion is simple
the pain never ended
the heart was not mended
the ending statement
the facts that i cant run away

JUST STAB ME WITH A KNIFE, TO END THE TORTURE IN HELL.