suddenly thought of the past again..

i quited school at the age of 13. all day long i just sit my ass on my chair infront of my computer in my room at home playing online/offline games. taking everything for granted.
some might say i would’ve been in poly by now, if i had not left school.
but what if that isn’t the case? what if i became even worse than i already was?

quiting school was wrong, but everything happens for a reason.
back then i was very childish and i couldn’t get anything into my thick head.
i failed all my classes and i never really cared.
i had no knowledge in many things. no communication with anyone; besides my computer.

many people have told me, the internet/computer is going to destroy me. but i don’t think it did, i believe it saved me.

online games let me have contact with different people, even though they might not be their true self, but what makes you think, people in reality are their true self?

i have met different people from online, in reality from many countries.
different culture, different skin, different way of living. nevertheless they are still the same as i am, we are all just human beings.

my english was good for nothing, before i started playing games.
i even had trouble spelling the word “english”. HA!
but now, i won’t say it’s wonderful, but at least i can spell better and others can understand what i’m writing.

i have knowledge of using photoshop.
i can understand html, php, css and abit of java. which some people don’t even have a clue what it’s about.
i don’t claim to be an expert in these areas. but at least i know things some people don’t.

there are so many pros than cons you can name about the internet.
so, how can you say online games will destroy me?
as long as you know how to maintain the time period on it.
it’ll do more help then harm.

afterall, Bill Gates didn’t create Microsoft to destroy humanity. he created it to help people.