It seems like my hopes of joining Shatec again, has become really slim. Jan’09 intake seems to already been filled up. And the fact of me not having N’s nor O’s are making things seem rather depressing.

It’s my fault, I was given a golden opportunity, which I childishly didn’t take to heart. I have only myself to blame.

All in all, I shouldn’t have even quitted.

I guess this is just another phase in my life. And I’ll have to find a way to solve, what my own bare hands had done.

Then again, If I didn’t had left, I wouldn’t have come to realise that I really like being in the kitchen.

From hating being in that hot stuffy kitchen to loving every second of it.

When I last joined Shatec’s Diploma in Culinary Skills, it was to please my Mum. Now, I want to join Shatec’s Diploma in Pastry and Baking. Not for anyone, for merely myself.

If only I had another chance.. I will not let it just simply slip away.

That’s how life is, we grow to regret and to realise. We learn from our mistakes, only to realise that our mistakes might’ve been fatal. Sometimes lady luck isn’t always with you. You will only have yourself to depend on.

Still..

I’m not giving up. (: