You chose to believe what others say.
Causing us to drift apart.
You couldn’t see, you wouldn’t care anyway.
You were blinded by whom you think were right.

How could you treat me this way?
How could you think of me that way?
How could you even doubt anything I say?
How could you let a stranger jump in our way?

I acted all fine.
I might say I’m alright, I’m okay!
But thats a lie, didn’t you know? Couldn’t you tell?
I try to accept what I already knew I can’t.
Holding you back from leaving once more, then again and one last time.
But it still ends, to the same outcome.

I’m too selfish to let you have your way.
But haven’t you realised?
I secretly complied with whatever you said, but in a different way.
I tried to make you feel special in my own ways.

The memories we had, has all been a waste.
I couldn’t be compared to someone you had just met.

Tonight, I cry. over what? I do not know.
Tonight it hurts so much, I would rather die.
My heart bleeds profusely.
As I feel nothing at all.
I’ve lost my soul.
I’m not myself.

Damage was done, it can’t be undone.
It was my fault to start off with, I admit.
But that’s just me, it’s how I am.
You accepted me for who I’m not.
But what you had not known is, you only acknowledged my imperfect shell,
and not the one within that shell.
You made me hate myself and yet love it much.

I didn’t trust you, I dare say. The arrogant you, the stupid you.
But I always thought you would teach me to have faith.

You cheated behind my back.
And yet, I stand here waiting, staring at you.
But you didn’t even look my way.
I stand here waiting, waiting for you..
I’ve waited so long for you to come.
I’m willing to spent my life for things to change.
Is it too late? Has it have to end?

Blocking all source of oxygen.
I can’t breathe anymore.

I know you’re hurting as much as I am.
I know you’re tired as much as I am.
I know words have no meaning now.
But, I have to say..
I don’t need you anymore. I’m better off without you.
Leave me.. set me free. Don’t waste your time, don’t waste mine..
No! Please don’t.. don’t leave me behind!

My friends knows nothing.
They seen me cry, they asked me why.
I did not speak, my lips were sealed.

For you it’s different, you told the world..
You said you hurt, you said you couldn’t take it anymore.
What about me? Did you care?

You had someone to speak to, to turn to.
What I had? Just you..
Don’t say I didn’t tell you so.
Don’t say I didn’t speak my mind.
I did, always have. But you won’t even listening..

Tonight, I broke a untold promise. But so did you.
I said I wouldn’t write my feelings here.
I’m sorry I did. But I’ve kept silent long enough.

I smiled while I cried. I cried as I laughed.
My tears meant nothing much, to you anyway.

Contradictions stacks up on one and then another.
Do you understand what I have said? Does anyone?

To love is not to possess.
And I loved you deep, I truly did.