While reading a book on the bed… I suddenly stopped and stared at the rose you gave me. It was the first and only rose that I’ve ever received from you.

I decided to throw it away just then… But I ended up taking it out of the bin and placing it back on the TV top.

I never liked flowers. I’ve gotten quite a number of them from others. And they always end up in the bin the next day.

Takes time to realize eh? It’s true. (:

You thought that I would die losing you. But I’m still here and I’m surviving. I’m happier than ever. But truth is, I do miss you alot. And I know if we tried again, it couldve been blissful.

Everyone had already said. It doesn’t matter what I do or say now. Because it doesn’t bother you anymore. You don’t care, that’s why you feel there’s no need to give me an answer. You just don’t want to be put in a position, which you didn’t feel you had to be in. I know it better than anyone else.

The way you replied my SMS already gave me that confirmation.

You said once you hated me assuming things. I stopped to think in a positive way that you might really just look me up next week.

But when I saw you online playing WoW. And you didn’t fail to let me know you’re not in overseas. I figured that it’s not assumptions. If it matters to you even a bit, you wouldve just called or something. Like how you put it in those previous msgs. It doesn’t matter anymore.

If you are reading this. Don’t leave me wondering. If it’s really over and there is absolutely no chance to reconcile. Please take your things away. Don’t contact me anymore. Just disappear completely.

I’m still gonna wait till next week. Just a text “It’s really over” will do. I don’t need a reason anymore, I just want an answer. It’s the least you could do for the sake of the 2years I’ve spent with you. And hopefully those 2years wasn’t a lie.

I just want to move on, but I need the answer before I can start my life all over again.