Hand hurts so badly! Feel like sleeping the whole day… feel like sleeping forever and don’t wake up o.o wishing that everything is just a dream. Seriously my hand hurts so badly. 6hours in the kitchen is no joke… I rather be running 6km than spending 6hours in the kitchen staring at the fire. haha

Feel like taking sleeping pills for a week or something so I can go into a deep hibernation mode. SLEEEEEEEP. Feels so blissful. Just wanna lay in my bed like a corpse watching my dvd’s. =x

It’s gonna get tough but I think I’m gonna try find a job soon. Some chocolate or cake shop!

The only wish I have left is… I’m not a super cheerful person and it’s hard for me to smile. But I really wish one day I’ll be able to be that patissier that can make people smile happily from their hearts just by feeding them lotsa sweet stuff.

Then again… ANN SMILED CAUSE OF MY TIRAMISU! She’s like… “VANNNNNIE YOUR TIRAMISU TASTE SO NICEEE. Can you make more next time??”

I’m contented (:

Found a 4days course for baking. $340.. but its on august. I’m gonna apply for it! Gonna make my lovelys lotsa sugary delights. MUAHAHA.

Monday onwards will be a new start. Let fate decide. Won’t dwell on it anymore.

SMILES(: