Shynessa Loves,

27 Aug 2009
7:17

broken but still intact.
Category: It's Personal

sometimes it’s really REALLY difficult to forget.
does a scar really stay forever, or does it mend in time to come? is time really the best remedy?
if you accept it then why do you still bring it up? why do people forgive yet still bring up the past? why am i those kind of people?

constantly driving myself insane. being paranoid about every possible thing. jumping to conclusions that doesn’t even make sense. that is me.

honestly, i’m not that forgiving and i don’t want to forgive either. i’m not a saint and i don’t wish to be.
erasing all the bad memories but it feels so endless. i still end up finding stuff to remind me of the past that i don’t wish to recall.
maybe if i care less i’ll feel better. but if i do, what’s the point of this constant persistence to continue?

memories is what makes a person, so if i try to forget, does that mean i’m not myself?
i hate the way i am, but this is me undeniably, so i’ll never change it. ever.

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20 Aug 2009
2:29

Night Safari! =D
Category: It's Personal

Happy girl with her stupid boy waiting patiently at AMK for the bus that will take her to the night safari. XD

Stupid boy was spotted playing DS… when I clearly said not to!! This is evidence! x_x

Long and endless ride to the night safari… stupid boy was spotted playing DS again!

I <3 my smelly boy =D

Finally after a very very long bus ride… we have reached.

Stupid head queuing up to get the tickets ^_^

The tickets looks so cute! o_o;

Ate at bongo burgers

The burger cost like $16? super expensive and no drink! Even worse… taste like shit. Was so hungry… but completely lost my appetite when I put that dry and tasteless burger in my mouth T-T

Some stage show at the night safari. Amazingly there was quite a big crowd! The show is still exactly the same as few years back. I’ve watched it countless of times. But this is the first time the animals misbehaved! Haha XD

It’s quite sad though… couldn’t take pictures of the animals at all. Stinking lousy camera doesn’t have night vision thingy… felt so envious when I saw all the tourist with DSLR. I want a DSLR too! ):

Then again… there’s nothing much to take. All you get to see is trees… and many different types of… goat-like-cousins… o_O; Something like this…

Ohh ohh…

There were lotsa fish tanks with nemo-cousins-wannabe! Why would they put these ugly fishys in night safari anyway? x_x

Lastly, A new member to my stuff toy family.. PEACHES! Named after Iceage3′s baby mammoth haha.

Thanks Daddy for fulfilling one of my many to-do-list! I’m so thankful to have you! er… at least most of the time… XD. KEKEKE

*HUGS*

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11 Aug 2009 3:48	*BLISSFUL* Category: It's Personal
Because you’re the only one that can drive me up the wall. Because you’re the most irritating person I’ll ever meet. Because you are my sweetest BOOJIBOO! And I love you my stupid boojiboo! =D Add a comment