I love the zoo &
I love the animals &
of cause I love the panda hood.

Dada jealous? But know what?

I love the KORREY most!

Dada made a promise that we will go to the zoo every 3months! That’s an obligation he can’t break. So I’ll await my next zoo trip. I’m already missing my cousin, mister and mrs polar bear. ):

Don’t think I’ve forgotten my Phuket and Australia trip! I’m dreaming of the sandy beaches and the kangaroos already. This little Missy is hard to please, but you’re stuck with her. FOREVER. Muahaha.

PS, Dada see your tummy getting from big to bigger? we have grown to sumo-size. Gotta shed some ‘em fats now baby boy. The sadness of loving food. Shall we have a sigh? …. *sighs*

XOXO, LOVEYA!

I’m gonna explode soon! As in burst like a bubble?

Can’t fit into my clothes AGAIN! But it’s lucky that I kept the XL clothing from before. It’s sad, I know I know! ):

Wonder when will I ever be able maintain my weight? It always jump from M to XL, XL to M. So sick and tired of it. My camouflage tricks are not even working anymore. I can see all the fats bulging out. Know what I realize? The fats even affected my shoes. All the fats wrapped up in the shoes, has made the shoes too tight and it’s hurting my toe. I can’t even wear heels now cause my feet can’t handle my body weight.

I hate and never want to be skinny, but I hate being extra overweight. There’s so much problems when you’re overweight. ):

Gonna become a emo elmo soon, if I don’t start doing something about it. Please please please, someone please motivate me.

Must stop eating rice. Must stop touching cakes. Must not drink sprite. Must not put allot of stuff into my mouth!

I hate the fact that I love food so much! It’s so hard to choose between food and beauty.

Is it strange when you’re feeling so tired, like your eyes are burning and your body is aching. But you just can’t bloody hell fall asleep? And when you finally do sleep… you keep waking up every 1-2hrs? Sometimes I really feel like taking a brick and smash it into my head. Maybe then, I’ll get a good long rest.

What is my mind thinking off? Over and over I try and find ways to let go of my worries, but it seems like it’s never ending. I’m too paranoid.

Dolls are just so amazing, you can make believe them as a living-being. And they look real enough to pass off as one. The only difference is that they are so peaceful and perfect.

New years eve was a blast! Thanks babes for making it fantastic.

We booked a room at Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel, had a very nice view for the fireworks. Indeed it was the best idea we ever made! I love hotels! Hotels are just so wonderful! (:

But know what? Sometimes life really sucks. When you’re having a great time, others might be struggling to survive. It’s really sad. Life is just too unfair and so very unpredictable. At this very moment I might be happily staring into my monitor screen. But who knows what could happen the very next second?

Leaving this world might be easy. But it’s leaving the people behind that’s hard. Sometimes it’s just not that simple to just move on. All the tears shed for the dearly departed could probably form the pacific ocean. But that’s just how life is, you gotta move on whether you like it or not.

For all the times I wish I could instantly just drop dead, I suddenly felt a great relief that I’m still breathing.