Ohhh iPhone even has application for wordpress. I think very soon I’m gonna be so lazy to switch on the computer.

Life is so boring. I don’t even play games anymore. I can’t feel interest in anything I do. It’s so sad. Has life become so pointless or is it just me? Probably just me eh?

I love the zoo &
I love the animals &
of cause I love the panda hood.

Dada jealous? But know what?

I love the KORREY most!

Dada made a promise that we will go to the zoo every 3months! That’s an obligation he can’t break. So I’ll await my next zoo trip. I’m already missing my cousin, mister and mrs polar bear. ):

Don’t think I’ve forgotten my Phuket and Australia trip! I’m dreaming of the sandy beaches and the kangaroos already. This little Missy is hard to please, but you’re stuck with her. FOREVER. Muahaha.

PS, Dada see your tummy getting from big to bigger? we have grown to sumo-size. Gotta shed some ‘em fats now baby boy. The sadness of loving food. Shall we have a sigh? …. *sighs*

XOXO, LOVEYA!

I’m gonna explode soon! As in burst like a bubble?

Can’t fit into my clothes AGAIN! But it’s lucky that I kept the XL clothing from before. It’s sad, I know I know! ):

Wonder when will I ever be able maintain my weight? It always jump from M to XL, XL to M. So sick and tired of it. My camouflage tricks are not even working anymore. I can see all the fats bulging out. Know what I realize? The fats even affected my shoes. All the fats wrapped up in the shoes, has made the shoes too tight and it’s hurting my toe. I can’t even wear heels now cause my feet can’t handle my body weight.

I hate and never want to be skinny, but I hate being extra overweight. There’s so much problems when you’re overweight. ):

Gonna become a emo elmo soon, if I don’t start doing something about it. Please please please, someone please motivate me.

Must stop eating rice. Must stop touching cakes. Must not drink sprite. Must not put allot of stuff into my mouth!

I hate the fact that I love food so much! It’s so hard to choose between food and beauty.

Is it strange when you’re feeling so tired, like your eyes are burning and your body is aching. But you just can’t bloody hell fall asleep? And when you finally do sleep… you keep waking up every 1-2hrs? Sometimes I really feel like taking a brick and smash it into my head. Maybe then, I’ll get a good long rest.

What is my mind thinking off? Over and over I try and find ways to let go of my worries, but it seems like it’s never ending. I’m too paranoid.

Dolls are just so amazing, you can make believe them as a living-being. And they look real enough to pass off as one. The only difference is that they are so peaceful and perfect.

New years eve was a blast! Thanks babes for making it fantastic.

We booked a room at Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel, had a very nice view for the fireworks. Indeed it was the best idea we ever made! I love hotels! Hotels are just so wonderful! (:

But know what? Sometimes life really sucks. When you’re having a great time, others might be struggling to survive. It’s really sad. Life is just too unfair and so very unpredictable. At this very moment I might be happily staring into my monitor screen. But who knows what could happen the very next second?

Leaving this world might be easy. But it’s leaving the people behind that’s hard. Sometimes it’s just not that simple to just move on. All the tears shed for the dearly departed could probably form the pacific ocean. But that’s just how life is, you gotta move on whether you like it or not.

For all the times I wish I could instantly just drop dead, I suddenly felt a great relief that I’m still breathing.

Dada is snoring like a pig, poor boy is feeling sick. Hopes he gets well soon.

I’m so bored. Just had dinner before. Yummy food, super sweet strawberrys! My loves! fine red wine. This is life. I’m sitting at the balcony. The view here is so pretty. It’s so high up, 35th storey penthouse. My dream house! But I want ocean view! Such high expectations I have. Hehe x). Did I mention i’m at dada’s aunts place? His family are all so friendly! Sometimes I really envy him. I wish my family celebrates this sort of occasions. But it’s even hard for us to even have a proper dinner together.

Maybe envy is my greatest sin, rather than gluttony. Haha

This Xmas feels strange. Probably the most quiet one I had in years.

Oops, shall continue later got to go now.

Merry Christmas everyone!

Sometimes I feel like piercing a needle through my ears, so I’ll go deaf. Pluck out my eyes with a spoon, so I can’t see. Maybe if I did those, life would be better off. Then again, I think I need to be brain dead at the same time cause I have a wonderful imagination. Even if I slam my face into the wall a million and one times, nothing is gonna change. So in other words, the day I die is the day I find peace.

Tick tock, tick tock. Time passes by and I’m still at the same spot.

Like a bird, locked up in a cage.
In a cold dark and damp place.
Fear grasp me by the neck.
As I swallow the saliva thats in my mouth.
I looked around carefully.
Hoping for something… anything.
I yelled, I screamed, I cried.
No… there’s nothing.
The place is empty.
All that could be found was the sounds of the whispering winds.
Not a trace of living being.
So cold… So lonely.
I’m all alone. All alone I am.

SAVE ME FROM THIS CAGE.
I-WANT-TO-GO-HOME.
Home as in SENGKANG.
SMELLY BOY FASTER COME BACK.
IM SUFFERING FROM… er… HOMESICK.
I’LL GO MENTAL AT THIS RATE.
….. Actually I’m just being dramatic. But I still wanna go home!!

Dada can read my mind, I woke up seeing a mini mango cake infront of my face. *BIG SMILES!*

So blissful to be so well fed, though the aftermath is not very pleasing T-T. But it’s okay, I’m prepared to bear the consequences and work it off… soon. *winks* Yaya… everyone that knows me knows it’s never gonna happen. >.<

I need a motivation again to shed those fats. o.o; Why doesn't my determination ever last? Is food really so important?! Erm... like DUH. Of cause it is! Ohmy... I just answered my own question.

Soooooo anyway what did I have for dinner? I'm a cat! So... I get fed... FISH! Pan fried salmon fillet loves loves. A little raw on the inside, just the way I like it. Dada is the best at pleasing his Baby ya? Keke

Dada, thanks for always giving me the best. But I already have ownership over the best thing in the world… and that thing is… your simple love. I’m very much contented. (:

Can you please remind me that I’m super fat and I should stop swallowing all the food infront of me? Can you force me to go run please? o_o

AHHHH… I got so many movies I wanna watch. Especially The Time Traveller’s Wife, it’s my favorite novel!

Hmm… Wonder what Dada gonna feed me tomorrow. Wonder if his taking me out to watch G.Force? I wonder I wonder I wonder… Actually I’m hinting directly. o_O; Please bring me to watch G.force!!! T-T

At Dada’s house. Nothing to do, don’t feel like sleeping yet so I decided to blog. =D

Dada is off to work at some army open house thingy. So I’m camping at his house till next Tuesday!

Watched Final Destination 4 last week. They tried too hard with the graphics, so good it looked so fake. Quite disappointed. Had a good laugh rather than thrill. So… why do they call it a thriller, if I kept laughing? o_o;

Blinged up my full of scratches camera. So now I don’t feel so annoyed using it. Haha. Only takes $2 to make it look all new again! =D

I miss my smelly girl, just one night without her retarded face makes me miss her so much! Wonder what she’s doing now. BTW, Smelly girl got her fur shaved! Ohwait, that’s old news keke. Her fur is slightly longer now!

“Oh, Hello Mummy!”

“I’m busy la. Go away. I’m playing with my bone!”

“Stop staring at me”

“OI why you take my bone T-T”

“GIMME BACK MY BONE!!”

“MINE MINE MINE MINE MINE”

Haha. Isn’t she freaking adorable? I love my retarded bitch. =D

Now to kill her image.
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She has her UNGLAM moments too you know! KEKE XD

And now to defend her cuteness and protect her reputation o.o;

When she had her long fur. My little furball princess. I miss her long fur. My mummy con me into shaving her fur. Omg I still can’t get over it T-T. Ohwells, her fur will grow back in time to come yea? keke

Smelly boy!!! come home faster!!! I miss your smelly smell T_T. Wonder if he’ll bring me back some munchie-hunny-cakes… HE BETTER DO! I wanna feel the blissfulness of waiting on my boy to come home to feed me! =D

Shall end this post with my chubby face. Cause I know you miss seeing my chubby face. o_o;

Back to watching Skins and get ready to sleep!

loves.xoxo(: