The picture says it all.. I loss a bid for a Blythe/Pullip Kimono outfit by $0.50! and I clicked during the last 10sec too. Should’ve done it on the last second instead!!
Well.. I should’ve known.. there was at least 8 other people fighting for it. I guess I wasn’t lucky enough to be the one to win it.

Still.. CURSE that cruel-being for stealing my lovely outfit for Missy! I had even changed her eyes colour to fit that kimono and her new obitsu body was on the way! She could’ve been a very cute model!~ ARGH! She’s gonna be stuck with this ugly dress for awhile. ):

Ohwells, better luck next time. *Notes: Bid during very last second!*

Hmm.. Maybe.. I should give up getting a kimono.. I should get her a korean traditional outfit! What do you call it? XD

I have afew more girls now & I’ve redressed most of them too. It doesn’t stop here.. my little family will keep on growing!
It’s not a hobby.. it’s.. an.. OBSESSION!

So anywany, just wanted to let my dearies know that everythings going fine now! No more emo girl. I’m once again the cheery-happy LITTLE girl. (:

And to end this short post… a picture of my precious little monster!

xoxo! *hops back onto world of warcraft*

How could you treat me this way?
How could you think of me that way?
How could you even doubt anything I say?
How could you let a stranger jump in our way?

I acted all fine.
I might say I’m alright, I’m okay!
But thats a lie, didn’t you know? Couldn’t you tell?
I try to accept what I already knew I can’t.
Holding you back from leaving once more, then again and one last time.
But it still ends, to the same outcome.

I’m too selfish to let you have your way.
But haven’t you realised?
I secretly complied with whatever you said, but in a different way.
I tried to make you feel special in my own ways.

The memories we had, has all been a waste.
I couldn’t be compared to someone you had just met.

Tonight, I cry. over what? I do not know.
Tonight it hurts so much, I would rather die.
My heart bleeds profusely.
As I feel nothing at all.
I’ve lost my soul.
I’m not myself.

Damage was done, it can’t be undone.
It was my fault to start off with, I admit.
But that’s just me, it’s how I am.
You accepted me for who I’m not.
But what you had not known is, you only acknowledged my imperfect shell,
and not the one within that shell.
You made me hate myself and yet love it much.

I didn’t trust you, I dare say. The arrogant you, the stupid you.
But I always thought you would teach me to have faith.

You cheated behind my back.
And yet, I stand here waiting, staring at you.
But you didn’t even look my way.
I stand here waiting, waiting for you..
I’ve waited so long for you to come.
I’m willing to spent my life for things to change.
Is it too late? Has it have to end?

Blocking all source of oxygen.
I can’t breathe anymore.

I know you’re hurting as much as I am.
I know you’re tired as much as I am.
I know words have no meaning now.
But, I have to say..
I don’t need you anymore. I’m better off without you.
Leave me.. set me free. Don’t waste your time, don’t waste mine..
No! Please don’t.. don’t leave me behind!

My friends knows nothing.
They seen me cry, they asked me why.
I did not speak, my lips were sealed.

For you it’s different, you told the world..
You said you hurt, you said you couldn’t take it anymore.
What about me? Did you care?

You had someone to speak to, to turn to.
What I had? Just you..
Don’t say I didn’t tell you so.
Don’t say I didn’t speak my mind.
I did, always have. But you won’t even listening..

Tonight, I broke a untold promise. But so did you.
I said I wouldn’t write my feelings here.
I’m sorry I did. But I’ve kept silent long enough.

I smiled while I cried. I cried as I laughed.
My tears meant nothing much, to you anyway.

Contradictions stacks up on one and then another.
Do you understand what I have said? Does anyone?

To love is not to possess.
And I loved you deep, I truly did.

Now that I think of it, I kinda find that I’m crazy too. What a waste, spending so much time on games. TILL.. a friend sent me this link.. http://www.ripten.com/2008/10/10/wow-whore-has-36-accounts-raids-by-himself.

The link kinda says it all!
“A freak that plays World of Warcraft, has 36 accounts and raids by himself.”
Talk about being obsessed?

I’m curious how the hell he controls all 36 characters at once?!
I had problems handling 6 characters at once in Lineage II and 2 characters on WoW made me wanna pull my hair out. 2 monitors gave me a horrible headache! I can’t imagine looking at 11 screens!

It costs me exactly $5711 in subscription costs per year with 36 accounts on the 6 month pay schedule. Not bad considering I’m looking at it like it’s a hobby and there are more expensive hobbies out there than World of Warcraft.

When Wrath of the Lich King comes! That’s another $1500.
But I think he forgot to calculate his hospital bills? Cause I bet he’ll be visiting there alot! When he realised so much gaming killed his health. I must say, hobbies don’t come cheap eh?

But well, I agree with him. My hobby of collecting dolls are even more pricey than that. *hides*

So therefore! You can no longer call me a “Freak with no life” kk! Cause if I’m a freak then what is he?!
I shall now continue staring into my Nintendo DS and play my pokemon.

PS, that is why I’m hardly online & didn’t blog much.. cause I’m stuck on my Nintendo DS which Mister Boyfriend gave me as an early birthday present. Even though I don’t really like advance presents. BUT it’s ok! I’ll just wrap it up again on my birthday and pretend I don’t know whats in it then act all happy and suprised!

This is an actual job application a 17 year old boy submitted at a McDonald’s fast-food establishment in Florida…and they hired him because he was so honest and funny!

NAME: Greg Bulmash

SEX: Not yet. Still waiting for the right person.

DESIRED POSITION: Company’s President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever’s available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn’t be applying here in the first place.

DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that’s not possible, make an offer and we can haggle.

EDUCATION: Yes.

LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility.

SALARY: Less than I’m worth.

MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes.

REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked.

HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any.

PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m., Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday.

DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SKILLS?: Yes, but they’re better suited to a more intimate environment.

MAY WE CONTACT YOUR CURRENT EMPLOYER?: If I had one, would I be here?

DO YOU HAVE ANY PHYSICAL CONDITIONS THAT WOULD PROHIBIT YOU FROM LIFTING UP TO 50 LBS?: Of what?

DO YOU HAVE A CAR?: I think the more appropriate question here would be “Do you have a car that runs?”

HAVE YOU RECEIVED ANY SPECIAL AWARDS OR RECOGNITION?: I may already be a winner of the Publishers Clearing house Sweepstakes.

DO YOU SMOKE?: On the job no, on my breaks yes.

WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE DOING IN FIVE YEARS?: Living in the Bahamas with a fabulously wealthy dumb sexy blonde super model who thinks I’m the greatest thing since sliced bread. Actually, I’d like to be doing that now.

DO YOU CERTIFY THAT THE ABOVE IS TRUE AND COMPLETE TO THE BEST OF YOUR KNOWLEDGE?: Yes. Absolutely.

SIGN HERE: Aries.

That is a question everyone would’ve been asked before.. What do you wannabe when you grow up?

A year ago I took a course in Culinary Skills. One fine day, my chef out of no where asked me.. “Why did you take this course?” I told her, “To make my Mum happy.”
I ended up not being able to complete the course, due to lack of interest and personal reasons.
I once again wasted time and money doing something I didn’t like, and worse of all disappointing my mum once more.

I love to eat! I love watching people’s happy face eating good food. I wish I could cook nice food for the people I love and see the smile on their faces, praising the dish that I’ve place infront of them. I wanna make them happy with the food I love.. but I just gotta admit it, I can’t cook.

Now I’ve realised, it’s not completely because I wanted to please my mum. I just didn’t know what I really wanted.

I’ve asked myself and many people that question numerous times. “What do you wannabe when you grow up?”
What I realise is, almost none of the people I’ve asked ever gives me an actual answer. Has life really become so pointless now? It’s kinda sad how we are aimlessly living in this world.

Have you ever wonder, whether you really like what you’re learning now? Are you even learning anything worthwhile? Are you happy doing what your doing? If you were given a second chance, would you lead the life you’re living?

Is it true, What we want doesn’t mean what we can have? Why can’t we work towards it and make the best of it? Why do we give up and face reality? What is reality anyway?

Dinner at Marche @ VivoCity.

FOOD! I love food! I’m like a drug addict.. and food is the drug! KEKEKE. I’m not this size for nothing. *cough*

I’m proud to be, FAT! … *thinks to self* That’s a first.. I thought I’m always very inferior with my fatty self. Hmm, shall correct it.. I’m proud to be fat when I’m with you! Cause the joy and laughter you bring me makes me forget of my imperfect looks. XD

Relfy and I.

Relfy and I again!

It’s been ages since we last when out together. (I mean as in just you and me.) I really missed that naggy voice of yours!

I realise.. The pictures I posted, with my face in it, are always taken with Relfy?
Don’t you feel special girl?

I love my yingy!

You’re like………. The cupcake that I crave. The light in my darkest days. The bitch that kills my day. The queen that has to have it her way. The girl that cheated me into watching a french movie… so on and on.. But I love you nevertheless!!

I love Madison (Magma Heritage), for always updating us with the lastest release and stuff!

She’s a look alike to DAL? I honestly thought it was DAL when I saw it.

Might not be getting her though. She’s cute! but I’m too in love with Pullips to pay attention to others. Still, I’m excited for her release!

Talking bout dolls… I haven’t collect Celsiy from MH yet. I’m so lazy!! *STARES AT PRINCESSA*

***Copied paste from email***

Byul Eris

Profile:Home country: Italy
Age: Born in December, Sagittarian, 13 yearsold
Blood Type: strAwBerry ܀
Current Residence: Resides in Milan, Italy
Occupation: First year junior school student at the same Koreanschool as DAL
Tennis club manager
Personality: A popular girl with many friends but actually a pureperson with a delicate heart
Family Profile: Dad ­Italian and owner of a famous tennis club
Mom ­Korean and a chef for Korean food
Hobbies: Making presents for Isul
Wearing the Lolita outfits her mommade for her
Favorite Type: Kind, delicate and cautious people like Isul

I can almost memorize that stupid statement cause it kept poping up like a hundred times!

WHAT A BITCH.

Anyway, I finally figured that the only way I was gonna have my payment done was to directly login PayPal to send the money, and luckily the seller had understand my problem.

Also found out the bug had been going on since June’08. Was told the problem started when Ebay gave out some discount vouchers. Everytime you use it, you will get that stupid message.

On forums, someone had email Ebay and got a reply telling him that he should pay directly at Paypal and therefore forfeiting the promised discount.

So, If they didn’t want to give out a discount, why put in a discount voucher?! CURSEEE YOU EBAY!!!

Was also rumored that, if you click on “Please click here to try your payment again” When you get that error. If it allows you to do the payment on the second try, you’re first try had actually been proceeded already, therefore you’re paying twice. Happened to some random I read.

I wasn’t even using your lame voucher why send me that stupid message?! FIX THE STUPID BUG ALREADY!!

Boooooooyas.

She’s so cute! She’s gonna be the first DAL in my lovely dollies family!

I’ll have another angel to my home sweet home soon! Ala & Milch!

I need make more space before December, my table is starting to get crowded. Very soon I need to move my monitor off my table for my dolls. oh my.. computer table with no computer.. but dolls!

I’m sorry, my girls for not giving you all a perfect home. Will work on it soon, I promise!