Previous post was to Yingy and now Jojo!
I have three guardian angels. One of them is Yingy and the other is you, my darling Jojo. Thanks for being part of my life.
The third angel is someone I don’t feel like speaking off anymore. Because I can’t tell if he was a devil in disguise or really an angel. And of cause, my family is so much more than just a guardian. They are my life support.
Haha… Yes!! This few days I’m feeling very thankful. I guess it’s cause I’ve been reading too much self improvement books? Too much things happening in my life. And I just keep yarning and hoping for an answer, which for this case I can never get. Very soon I think I have to lead to religious beliefs for support. But yea.. you are all right. It’s just not worth it. I didn’t even recieve a text message back after admitting my true feelings. And even if I get the answer, would I really be happy? I just gotta let go and realise that what’s gone won’t come back. And all I can do now is to accept.
Thank and appreciate people around you. Because they won’t be there forever. And who knows? Maybe the world might end tomorrow.
So….. It’s…. Picture spamming time!!!!!!!!!!!!
Remember you wrote this once? Even took a picture as a memory! haha.
This is your favorite way of finding your way into my room. o_o;
I thought a devil has invaded my room but it was really an angel dropping by! KEKE
The first time we got into Zouk! And we were underage. *roll eyes* KEKE. I stole Ping papa’s cap!
Kusa in your school uniform and my glasses. Omg I couldn’t stop laughing la. I miss his feistiness over feets and his “MY DRAGON.” LOL
Samuel boy boy and Kukugami playing with their shadows? O.o; You’re all obsessed with shadows la.
Yingy and I when over to your house to surprise you on your birthday! Do you still remember?
Kbox kbox! I wonder why you were at the door? But I know every picture always have its reasons haha. Btw… wonder whos feet is that o.O;
While waiting for Melody to finish work we decided to take a picture! O.o
Suddenly when east coast at night… Think we when there to drink, slack and play pool? I forgot already. We were night cats >.<; Always sneak out at night!
I remember this picture! Cause I was happy that day. We were at some pub near Yingy’s house. With Wayne, Kusa, Kusa’s friend and Yingy!
At Party world’s toilet =x
Party world! Party world! Party world! Party world!
Jojo looked so protective!! HAHA
Bumble beez! Bumble beez! Bumble beez! Bumble beez!
Kbox! Kbox! Kbox! Kbox!
I think this was the last time I when clubbing with you… Because I started school, moved house and got a boyfriend. I think moving house was the major problem that stopped me from going out with you. We lived 10mins walk apart before. Now its like the other side of the island…
Last picture at cheeky monkeys. Me you and my classmate which I forgot his name. SHIT. lol. My memory space full already! T-T
Basically, you taught me how to have fun. How to be confident. You forced me out of that little shell of mine. I used to be so screwed up and always feeling depressed. You taught me how to be happy. By telling me to just simply accept how things are.
Even though it’s really just partying all night. You didn’t lead me astray. Just showed me what is called “having fun” while not screwing my life up.
Most importantly, you were the one that gave me the courage to go back to school.
I didn’t last long in Shatec, because I had too much fun before. It’s no ones fault, 5years and a suddenly change… I really just couldnt adept that lifestyle of being restricted.
Because you understand me better than anyone else. As in, you understood why I felt life was pointless. While as Yingy couldn’t understand cause she was too positive with things.
I think you will surely have that “HUH?” face. Because you didn’t even know you did all this. But yea, that just shows what a great person you are!
I MISS THOSE TIMES WITH YOU. It feels different now…
it was the biggest mistake but it was also the best thing that could ever happen in my life
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